So sorry to hear all you've been going through love! Its horrific. I will never understand why human beings can do something like this to each other. Praying for your husband and your family too....

I am glad you had Cynna in your corner. She is awesome. I was at her place for a few days last year too and just seeing her is a blessing.

Sending you the biggest hug

I am so very sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you are going through. My heart goes out to you and your family. Sending you a virtual hug.

You don't need to gift me anything. I just wanted to reach out to you.

I knew of some illness and about your mom which was devestating to hear. I really know how you felt when were told stage 4 cancer as it happened to me as my husband fought cancer but lost his battle,I joined a bereavment group mostly listening to others and their feelings,it took weeks to be able to say a few words as my heart just kept getting broken.

It never ends this grieving and like you I wish to go back to when things were better,when I lost my daughter it broke my heart and then when my husband died my heart shattered-everything is not as it use to be and I fine myself wanting time to go back to when it was nice and I had no worries and how I miss them so much.

It is this month that both passed away 2 days apart but not the same year. So I think of them often and I still cry and hurt but live on with memories that come to me from time to time. My other daughter has heart disease calcium build up of her aortic valve which means open heart surgery when it gets worse and as a mom I worry but drs say she has youth on her side so this is a good thing.

I myself have had heart issues had surgeries and this month in little over a week I go back to another city where dr on cardiac team have to go back inside my heart. I deal with life differently now and strange how I learned things from my daughter who is in heaven. she was kind never yelled nor swore ( ok im working this part) soft spoken humble and I try to be like this-my husband was the same way. Oh what I would give for one more day even an hour to have them back,the tears never end and I always wondered how on earth do we have so many tears but we do.

I am sorry for all that you have gone through but you are not alone some really do understand. Not the murder part but the passing of those so dear to us.

I am only angered by the fact that I had pictures of our family and single ones of my daughter on the boards that were wiped out and people did some wonderful art for me DIA was one of those people who I could count on to make me things for my rooms and I won some contests of her work and she never said no if I asked for her help and never charged anything and was always there if I needed something.
So with this month being my daughter and husbands passing it felt like my heart got broken again with them being wiped away in an instant.

I do pray for you each evening-have for a long long time as well as others who experienced a passing or needed a prayer-I believe so I do this and I pray that God will comfort you and help you with whatever you need help with and I am so sorry for things that you are dealing with.
big hugs to you

First of all, it is not necessary to give a gift, we want to accompany you in every difficult moment.
There are moments in life that overcome us in a way, that it seems that we are not going to resist, but for some reason, God does not shake his hand and gives us that push that we need to see life a little more positive.
In some way, feel accompanied, I think most of us have or have to go through unimaginable situations, and it is always good to find that word of encouragement that tells us... you are not alone!
I send you a lot of strength, and it is good that you know that perhaps here there is a little corner of people willing to encourage you!

Sending hugs, hun. Please stay strong. <3

I appreciate this giveaway you're doing. You really don't have to, but I'm sending a thanks anyway. Just shows how big your heart is. Once again, sending hugs

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So very sorry to hear this. I cannot imagine how you must feel. Such a tragic and difficult time for you.
Sending lots of love your way! It's incredibly strong and brave of you to share your story on here.
I know I can't really do or say anything to help but I will be thinking of you.
I think the Debra cat is a beautiful tribute

You had shared parts of your story, but I didn't realize the full scope of things. My heart is breaking for you. To have to endure the loss of your mother in such a sudden and traumatic way is more than anyone should have to bear. I can only imagine how difficult coping with your husband's illness and suddenly dealing with the stress of being solely responsible for your family financially is on you. It's no wonder this has changed you as a person.

I wish you could go back to happier time. I wish you didn't have to deal with all this heartache and stress. From what I have known about you on the forums, you are such a sweet, caring and generous person. My heart is breaking for you. Life is not fair. I'm not much the praying type, but I am hoping you can find some peace and comfort and good news in near future.



***No gifting necessary*** I wanted to reply. I wanted to know you were heard and we are thinking of you

I'm so sorry. You have been through so much in the last couple of years. It was probably good that you took a break and we're so glad that you're back. I don't need any gifts from you, but if ever want to visit me in Yo or take one of my tours you are very welcome to. I am YOLIVIAbenson in the game.

So sorry to read what you have been and are going through. Im not in a good financial way myself and often rely on foodbanks its what they are there for to help in times of need. I wish you strength for you to help be there for your family

I know this story. It's my story as well.
Watching my mom struggle financially. Seeing my dad so sick sometimes that he can't even eat. I know the pain my mom feels, like she's a failure because my brother is rebelling and doing things that hurt her deeply; only because he too is hurting inside.
Losing my grandma was the hardest thing I had to go through. I loved her so much and she was there since the day I was born. She was everything to me and my mom.
I am mad. So mad at my Step-uncle for taking my grandma's life.
I am mad that my own uncle refuses to help my mom.
I am mad that we are going to live in a hotel because my mom can't afford to pay the rent despite working so hard to provide for us.
I am angry that cancer decided to mess with my family.
I just want to see my mom smile again, and not the fake ones, but a genuine one. I want to see a real smile and hear her laugh again, not her crying into her pillow at night when she thinks we can't hear her.